E-GO DOWN TO ZERO

Reader:
"Hello ZeRo,
I'm getting more and more immersed in silence and out of the circus. Ever less involved, detached, ... muffled sensations come from outside, I feel almost no interest in what seems to happen. The silence inside is amplifying. Neither bliss nor sadness.
Neutral.
Some ripples on the surface, few thoughts, those that were worries reduced to some thought maybe repeated but without related emotions, without weight.
No need, no desire. But also distance, a lot of distance ... From everything and everyone, .. But it is not a walk ... Like being on the edge of a chasm on the unknown.

It is not possible to return ... But that leap into the unknown, I would like a boost ...
Give me that push! "

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Zero:

"Do you want the coup de grace?
Ok, but know that it hurts a lot.
There he is:
you are already dead!
You're just a vain walking corpse.
... but (maybe) you don't know - or you don't know you know.

Now you see what to do:
continue to make zombies full of pseudo-vitality (throwing up stupid trite emotions, retold and reprogrammed by millennia of dreams and hallucinations) or accept the unacceptable, the ghostly scenario where everything is no longer worth anything, not even life (yours or others) ).

Will you be able to withstand the blow without falling into an abysmal nihilism (as happens in many cases)?
Will you be able to jump from the edge of the abyss without hurting yourself too much, ending up in total madness?
Can you throw yourself fearlessly into the unknown without getting devoured and enlightened with an unpredictable flicker?

Well ... what does it matter?
You are already dead.

Even if it wasn't so, who cares?
To the ghost you think you are? To your sense of self?

What do you think about losing in the unknown?
The head? The reason?
The mask named pinco pallo?

What do you think ends with your end or the end of your ego?
A life that has never been yours?

All rhetorical questions to tell you that you are nobody and your value is absolute zero!

P.S.
If this push is not enough and my words are not going to kill you permanently, just wait ... just wait for your time.
You can die in life, right here and now - wherever you are - or you can wait for the alleged physical death, that of the body of impressions - even if I repeat that you don't have to worry because it makes no difference.
Stay calm, unperturbed, indifferent to any apparent external event and indifferent even to the impressive internal events.
I assure you that there is really nothing to do.
Nothing!"